The only time that I felt free was when I was singing and praise dancing for God, nothing else mattered.    I watched the Great Awakening for 4 weeks then, it turned into four months …I wanted to feel what The River congregation was feeling I wanted  to be forgiven, I wanted  to tell my mother I’m sorry I wasn’t there when she died, I wanted God to love me and forgive me for all that I had done.  I wanted to forgive my father for mishandling me.  I wanted to be healed.  I wanted to stop hurting and laugh like everyone else. I keep praying and praying and I just want him to hear me.  I went on line and I was BLESSED with a scholarship.  Since I have been in RSW this past two weeks, I have won over thirty souls to the Lord.

Something I never thought I would do.  I have become bolder in the things of God.  I have learned to stretch my faith and the spirit prompted me to take in two RBI students.  I thought I was hearing things because I do not like living with anyone and definitely not sharing my space.  But God has placed these Individuals in my life who love me for me, that aren’t trying to take advantage of me or judge me because I may not show emotion or look the way others think I should look .  Living with them has been such a blessing to me.  I feel loved and that is something that I never felt. God even gave me an extended family, in place of my own.

I wanted more of God to know, what is my inheritance.  The Holy Ghost and Fire now has burn in me a deeper desire for the things of God, an almost all or nothing attitude.  I received a new hunger for his word.  The more I hear the word of God, the more I want.  An aching belly wanting and desiring more of the things of God as it draws, pulling from within my belly the things of God and not from my heads as I was accustom.

My selfish desires and motives are not controlling me no more; the things of the old are past away.  Only the things God wants and desires of me.  Something has happened to me on the inside.  See myself more and more in the light of God’s word.  I see myself in a zone and I cannot tell if I am awake or sleep, or is it just a dream.  In the vision, I see myself and the word becoming one.  I am Speaking the word only, seen the Holy Spirit confirming his word.  Wow!  Praise the Lord.

I remember when these changes occur; it was the second day of school when Pastor Rodney Howard-Brown was in Africa praying over us via sky scam.

On that, date there was a tangible presence of God in the room.  I felt engulfed by millions of white lights of energy.  My eyes closed and hands up in the air, with my spiritual eyes I saw millions of these lights of energy shaped as if needles go right into my belly and piercing thru some wall of darkness.  In the natural, I felt a burning pain in my belly.

To my amazement, those needles of pure energy of lights had pierce thru some dark outer veil, which was before my spirit.  Then I saw the holes in that dark veil and the lights of energy that had gone thru the darkness had joined the same light that was already inside of me.  I cried out with a roar from within my spirit and a force coming out from my belly.  I laughed and cried and cried some more, then laughed and laughed again, then screamed and yelled.

I know something had been broken off from me.  I did not understand what occur, but I felt a freedom and confidence that I never had before.

Thank you Pastor Rodney, Pastor Andonica for your obedience and sacrifices, which paved the way to my freedom.

When I was planning on coming to The River Bible Institute, there were a few things I knew I was going to have to believe God for. I was spending time in prayer, asking God to provide us with an apartment to live in while my brother and I were in school this next coming year. I was also praying to God about finding a job, and transportation. My mom and I did not have enough time to look around at different apartment complexes during the summer before school started because it seemed as if when I finally decided, and knew in my heart, that I was coming to RBI, the devil was already trying to take me out. It was as if he was purposefully trying to make it too stressful for me to handle.

When our trip was all planned to come to Tampa, and visit places, we got word that my ninety-three year old grandmother had passed away. Then, on top of that, my seventeen year old dog ended up terribly ill, and we had to put him down. As you can see, our plans fell through. It was a tough time, and only a few weeks away from the start of school. I am so glad that I had, and still have, God on my side. He is my provider, and every time I wanted to throw in the towel, I would just stop – breathe- and remember that I can do ALL things through HIM who gives me strength.

As time went on, we eventually found a place to stay – ONLINE and just prayed about, trusting God with. We went later to check out the apartment, and it ended up being perfect. I knew it had to be the very place God had had in mind all along for Jordan, and me. After that, my car, which had been in the shop for months, was paid for and now working well enough to drive five hours across the state in. In the end, even transportation was taken care of! God worked everything out, just like He says he will in his Word, and for the first time in my life, I actually saw it pan out, and believed it to be true! – Carly H.

I came to the River Bible Institute with a desire to learn all I could about God, the principles of His kingdom, and how I could effectively live a life on fire for God.  I was not satisfied with where I was, but I knew God recognized my desire to know Him better when He told me to come to RBI, a Bible school I had never heard of.

Since moving to the Tampa area, and being in services of revival, God has already been coming through for me, providing for me.  I did not have a lot of time to make the transition over here, but God lined everything up perfectly.  I graduated with a bachelor’s degree exactly two weeks before RBI orientation, and I was able to secure a work transfer to a store in Riverview.

God is so good.  These past couple weeks of revival and orientation, I’ve noticed an increasing level of boldness in my identity as a son of God, being not ashamed to tell all my new fellow employees that I am here for Bible school.

I must first say “What an amazing two weeks!”  I listened and watched online the first week then attended live in person at The River the following Wed. morning. His power and presence was there to touch every open heart.  We ordered a complete set of cd’s as a reference for building a strong foundation for the walk of faith to run the race.

For me, I was in a marinade letting the oil breakdown and soften a hardened heart of hurt, and pain I thought was gone, but was really hiding.

On my way to church I dropped off my car at the collision center to replace the front plastic bumper and grill damaged from some road hazard, I thought maybe $500.00 would cover it until they popped the hood and took a look inside. WOW the hidden damage inside the engine compartment was very extensive, brackets, condenser, radiator, arm support yada yada yada. The repair jumped from $500.00 to over $2300.00 and that’s three to four times more to fix what we couldn’t see just looking from the outside. The adjuster asked how long I’ve been driving the car like this, I said “Just over 1 year now.”   He was amazed that everything appeared to be working in the condition it was in.

As the van drove me to church I thought “That was me!” showing a little damage on the outside and a wreck on the inside. “Jesus fix me” I’m hurting, I’m still functioning, but could be sidelined if this isn’t addressed properly. Get in the service Wed. morning, Wed. night, Thurs. morning, Thurs. night, Fri morning, and Fri. night.  MARINATING. I’m feeling the tug for bible school.

So with a Pastoral recommendation I’m back in Bible school…..again . Going to let Jesus work on me …..again. The driver of the van got saved,…. and as for my car….it’s still in the shop……Regis A.